'with pride i will walk this path'
hakuren oak-07 ghosts
Monday, February 27, 2012
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Sapi Perah,..
Label:
NiceQuotes
"Sapi-sapi perah Nyai dalam mempersiapkan diri jadi sapi perah, sapi penuh, sapi dewasa, membutuhkan waktu hanya tiga sampai empatbelas bulan. Bulan! Manusia membutuhkan belasan, malah puluhan tahun, untuk jadi dewasa, manusia dalam puncak nilai dan kemampuannya. Ada yang tidak pernah jadi dewasa memang, hidup hanya dari pemberian seseorang atau masyarakatnya: orang-orang gila dan kriminil. Mantap-tidaknya kedewasaan dan nilai tergantung pada besar-kecilnya dan banyak-sedikitnya ujian, cobaan-si kriminil dan si gila itu-tidak pernah dewasa. Dan sapi hanya tiga atau empatbelas bulan persiapan-tanpa cobaan, tanpa ujian..."
Pramoedya Ananta Toer-Bumi Manusia
Thursday, February 23, 2012
The Other Side of The Fog By Stephen King
An Pete Jacob’s stepped out, the fog immediately swallowed up his house and he could see nothing but the white blanket all around him. It gave him the weird feeling of being the last man in the world.
Suddenly Pete felt dizzy. Hie stomach did a flip-flop. He felt like a person in a falling elevator. Then it passed and he walked on. The fog began to clear and Pete's eyes opened wide with fright, awe and wonder.
He was in the middle of the city.
But the nearest city was forty miles away!
But what a city! Pete had never seen anything like it.
Graceful buildings with high spires seemed to reach to the sky. People walked along on moving conveyer belts.
The cornerstone on a skyscraper read April, 17, 2007. Pete had walked into the future. But how?
Suddenly Pete was frightened. Horribly, terribly, frightened.
He didn’t belong here. He couldn’t stay. He ran after the receding fog.
A policeman in a strange uniform called angrily. Strange cars that rode six inches or so off the ground narrowly missed hitting him. But Pete succeeded. He ran back into the fog and soon everything was blanked out.
Then the feeling came again. That weird feeling of falling … then the fog began to clear.
It looked like home …
Suddenly there was an earsplitting screech. He turned to see a huge prehistoric brontasaurus lumbering toward him. The desire to kill was in his small beady eyes.
Terrified, he ran into the fog again …
The next time the fog closes in on you and you hear hurried footsteps running through the whiteness … call out.
That would be Pete Jacobs, trying to find his side of the Fog …
Help the poor guy.
Suddenly Pete felt dizzy. Hie stomach did a flip-flop. He felt like a person in a falling elevator. Then it passed and he walked on. The fog began to clear and Pete's eyes opened wide with fright, awe and wonder.
He was in the middle of the city.
But the nearest city was forty miles away!
But what a city! Pete had never seen anything like it.
Graceful buildings with high spires seemed to reach to the sky. People walked along on moving conveyer belts.
The cornerstone on a skyscraper read April, 17, 2007. Pete had walked into the future. But how?
Suddenly Pete was frightened. Horribly, terribly, frightened.
He didn’t belong here. He couldn’t stay. He ran after the receding fog.
A policeman in a strange uniform called angrily. Strange cars that rode six inches or so off the ground narrowly missed hitting him. But Pete succeeded. He ran back into the fog and soon everything was blanked out.
Then the feeling came again. That weird feeling of falling … then the fog began to clear.
It looked like home …
Suddenly there was an earsplitting screech. He turned to see a huge prehistoric brontasaurus lumbering toward him. The desire to kill was in his small beady eyes.
Terrified, he ran into the fog again …
The next time the fog closes in on you and you hear hurried footsteps running through the whiteness … call out.
That would be Pete Jacobs, trying to find his side of the Fog …
Help the poor guy.
Hotel at The end of The Road By Stephen King
"Faster !" Tommy Riviere said. "Faster !"
"I’m hitting 85 now," Kelso Black said.
"The cops are right behind us,"Riviera said. "Put it up to 90." He leaned out the window. Behind the fleeing car was a police car, with siren wailling and red light flashing.
"I’m hitting the side road ahead," Black grunted. He turned the wheel and the car turned into the winding roadspraying gravel.
The uniformed policeman scratched his head. "Where did they go ?".
His partner frowned. "I don’t know. They just - disapeared ."
"Look," Black said. "Lights ahead."
"It’s a hotel," Riviera said wonderingly. "Out on this wagon track, a hotel ! If that don’t beat all ! The police’ll never look for us there."
Black, unheeding of the car’s tires, stamped on the brake. Riviera reached into the back seat and got a black bag. They walked in.
The hotel looked just like a scene out of the early 1900s.
Riviera rang the bell impatiently. An old man shuffled out. "We want a room," Black said.
The man stared at them silently.
"A room," Black repeated.
The man turned around to go back into his office.
"Look, old man," Tommy Riviera said. "I don’t take that from anybody." He pulled out his thirty-eight. "Now you give us a room."
The man looked ready to keep going, but at last he said : "Room five. End of the hall."
He gave them no register to sign, so they went up. The room was barren except for an iron double bed, a cracked mirror, and soiled wallpaper.
"Aah, what a crummy joint," Black said in disgust. "I’ll bet there’s enough cockroaches here to fill a five-gallon can."
The next morning when Riviera woke up, he couldn’t get out of bed. He couldn’t move a muscle. He was paralyzed. Just then the old man came into view. He had a needle wich he put into Black’s arms.
"So you’re awake," he said. "My, my, you two are the first additions to my museum in twenty-five years. But you’ll be well preserved. And you won’t die.
"You’ll go with the rest of my collection of living museum. Nice specimens."
Tommy Riviera couldn’t even express his horror.
"I’m hitting 85 now," Kelso Black said.
"The cops are right behind us,"Riviera said. "Put it up to 90." He leaned out the window. Behind the fleeing car was a police car, with siren wailling and red light flashing.
"I’m hitting the side road ahead," Black grunted. He turned the wheel and the car turned into the winding roadspraying gravel.
The uniformed policeman scratched his head. "Where did they go ?".
His partner frowned. "I don’t know. They just - disapeared ."
"Look," Black said. "Lights ahead."
"It’s a hotel," Riviera said wonderingly. "Out on this wagon track, a hotel ! If that don’t beat all ! The police’ll never look for us there."
Black, unheeding of the car’s tires, stamped on the brake. Riviera reached into the back seat and got a black bag. They walked in.
The hotel looked just like a scene out of the early 1900s.
Riviera rang the bell impatiently. An old man shuffled out. "We want a room," Black said.
The man stared at them silently.
"A room," Black repeated.
The man turned around to go back into his office.
"Look, old man," Tommy Riviera said. "I don’t take that from anybody." He pulled out his thirty-eight. "Now you give us a room."
The man looked ready to keep going, but at last he said : "Room five. End of the hall."
He gave them no register to sign, so they went up. The room was barren except for an iron double bed, a cracked mirror, and soiled wallpaper.
"Aah, what a crummy joint," Black said in disgust. "I’ll bet there’s enough cockroaches here to fill a five-gallon can."
The next morning when Riviera woke up, he couldn’t get out of bed. He couldn’t move a muscle. He was paralyzed. Just then the old man came into view. He had a needle wich he put into Black’s arms.
"So you’re awake," he said. "My, my, you two are the first additions to my museum in twenty-five years. But you’ll be well preserved. And you won’t die.
"You’ll go with the rest of my collection of living museum. Nice specimens."
Tommy Riviera couldn’t even express his horror.
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
secangkir..
Label:
Faked ReaLity
hanya secangkir kopi.
warnanya cokelat.
mereka bilang maju jalan.
tapi jalan diblokade.
rasanya agak pahit.
namanya juga kopi.
mau cari jalan menghindar, memutar.
dibilang separatis.
ampasnya mengendap.
jalanan penuh orang linglung.
bingung melangkah.
bingung berpijak.
angkat cangkir, seruput sedikit.
masih agak panas.
peluh pun bercucuran.
demi teriakan yang tak terdengar.
endapan ampasnya terlihat.
mayat pun bergelimpangan.
siapa yang bunuh?
(ada yang) tidak sadar sudah menginjak.
(ada yang) tidak sadar sudah mencekik.
(ada yang) sadar tapi pura-pura tidak sadar.
secangkir kopi saya sudah habis.
dan mereka belum selesai.
mereka baru mau mulai.
warnanya cokelat.
mereka bilang maju jalan.
tapi jalan diblokade.
rasanya agak pahit.
namanya juga kopi.
mau cari jalan menghindar, memutar.
dibilang separatis.
ampasnya mengendap.
jalanan penuh orang linglung.
bingung melangkah.
bingung berpijak.
angkat cangkir, seruput sedikit.
masih agak panas.
peluh pun bercucuran.
demi teriakan yang tak terdengar.
endapan ampasnya terlihat.
mayat pun bergelimpangan.
siapa yang bunuh?
(ada yang) tidak sadar sudah menginjak.
(ada yang) tidak sadar sudah mencekik.
(ada yang) sadar tapi pura-pura tidak sadar.
secangkir kopi saya sudah habis.
dan mereka belum selesai.
mereka baru mau mulai.
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
#2 Uda Malam, Ikan Bobo..
Label:
Chyx Tape
can't find a way to Barneyism the title, but whatever.
"uda malam, ikan bobo" just a couple of accoustic songs that i randomly put together in one playlist that i randomly shuffle and randomly play it until somehow i randomly decide that it's good enough because it's already late, and the fish gotta be sleep soon.
so, before you go to sleep, you might want to listen to them.
at least, you gotta listen when Asian KungFu Generation play their accoustics JUST FOR YOU, *yeah this is their second appearance in my Chyx Tape. they're just unrejectable. impossibru, bray.
and then, do not turn the other cheeks when Bono and friends told you to keep yourself together before you let today become yesterday.
to motivate you, you can't say no to James Blunt who's keep stating that OBVIOUS fact. yep. you ARE beautiful. and there are guys who's dying to be with you! *for men, please do adapt. :D
what, didn't believe it? Ryan Cabrera say it's true! you ARE true! Haks.
and please, please say you're going when Answer Sheet ask you on a date in Sadranan Beach.
Alexi Murdoch even stating clearly that all his days, he's been looking for you!
well,, but in the end, it's all about good riddance, isn't it? at least Green Day tells you to have the best of your time. do not waste your preciously short moment you have in this earth, :D
and maybe.. it's just the time. the fish really got to sleep. after all that sweet talks, Creed come to our door to sing us a lullaby.
Hush my love now don't you cry
Everything will be all right
Close your eyes and drift in dream
Rest in peaceful sleep
If there's one thing I hope I showed you
Hope I showed you
Just give love to all
Just give love to all
Just give love to all..
#2 Uda Malam, Ikan Bobo..
1. Asian Kungfu Generation - world world world
2. U2 - Stuck in a moment (accoustic version)
3. James Blunt - you're beautiful
4. Ryan Cabrera - True
5. Answer Sheet - A love Beach, Sadranan
6. Alexi Murdoch - all my days
7. Green day - good riddance
8. Creed - lullaby
"uda malam, ikan bobo" just a couple of accoustic songs that i randomly put together in one playlist that i randomly shuffle and randomly play it until somehow i randomly decide that it's good enough because it's already late, and the fish gotta be sleep soon.
so, before you go to sleep, you might want to listen to them.
at least, you gotta listen when Asian KungFu Generation play their accoustics JUST FOR YOU, *yeah this is their second appearance in my Chyx Tape. they're just unrejectable. impossibru, bray.
and then, do not turn the other cheeks when Bono and friends told you to keep yourself together before you let today become yesterday.
to motivate you, you can't say no to James Blunt who's keep stating that OBVIOUS fact. yep. you ARE beautiful. and there are guys who's dying to be with you! *for men, please do adapt. :D
what, didn't believe it? Ryan Cabrera say it's true! you ARE true! Haks.
and please, please say you're going when Answer Sheet ask you on a date in Sadranan Beach.
Alexi Murdoch even stating clearly that all his days, he's been looking for you!
well,, but in the end, it's all about good riddance, isn't it? at least Green Day tells you to have the best of your time. do not waste your preciously short moment you have in this earth, :D
and maybe.. it's just the time. the fish really got to sleep. after all that sweet talks, Creed come to our door to sing us a lullaby.
Hush my love now don't you cry
Everything will be all right
Close your eyes and drift in dream
Rest in peaceful sleep
If there's one thing I hope I showed you
Hope I showed you
Just give love to all
Just give love to all
Just give love to all..
#2 Uda Malam, Ikan Bobo..
1. Asian Kungfu Generation - world world world
2. U2 - Stuck in a moment (accoustic version)
3. James Blunt - you're beautiful
4. Ryan Cabrera - True
5. Answer Sheet - A love Beach, Sadranan
6. Alexi Murdoch - all my days
7. Green day - good riddance
8. Creed - lullaby
Monday, February 6, 2012
Oh, please.. Stop talking about job as a "job"!
Label:
PowerTaftGurl in Action
see, when the people who wants to got paid for doing something, and the people who's willing to pay the money collide, that's the exact moment where a job is created.
a job. why would anyone got paid doing the job?
hell because no one would do it for free. and if they do, they'd called it having fun instead of having job.
but then. i was thinking about Sam and Dean. you know, the duo-super-handsome-but-monsters-killers-that-i-still-can't-understand-why-they-are-still-alive from Supernatural TV Series.
i can even imagine when Sam got tired of his such amazing life and wondering why would they do all the dirty work, and Dean would yell at him, saying, "because it's our job! it's what we do!" (saving people, hunting things,... and now my mind just flashback to Supernatural's early season.. hmpf)
why would they do it? they don't even got paid,
so why would Dean define what he did as a Job?
so maybe.
he's not using it in 'a paid position of regular employment'-term.
or even 'task or piece of work, especially one that is paid'-term.
ps: i'm still scrolling down my cell for finding any other Job's meaning from an online dictionary...and i couldn' t find any. blame my cell. yeah. someone definitely got to got me a new cell. just wishing.
so maybe.
he used it, in a 'responsibilty'-term.
like it or not, there. you have it. *grin*
so.
stop talking about your job as a "job"!
it's your responsibility, man! hit it with your mind, bite it with your words, and tickle it with your hands, and it's aaaall yours. to create whatever good things that it might came out with.
as s***ty as your job might be, you are not out there shooting 'things', it's just ordinary job, the one, that might become a light for others even if you can't see the lights.
now, say a prayer.. pray that what you do is only a way to serve yourself for the good, and that it can help you to help others.
amiin..
well,, let's eat all the cake!!!!!!!!!!! *9gag-mode
a job. why would anyone got paid doing the job?
hell because no one would do it for free. and if they do, they'd called it having fun instead of having job.
but then. i was thinking about Sam and Dean. you know, the duo-super-handsome-but-monsters-killers-that-i-still-can't-understand-why-they-are-still-alive from Supernatural TV Series.
i can even imagine when Sam got tired of his such amazing life and wondering why would they do all the dirty work, and Dean would yell at him, saying, "because it's our job! it's what we do!" (saving people, hunting things,... and now my mind just flashback to Supernatural's early season.. hmpf)
why would they do it? they don't even got paid,
so why would Dean define what he did as a Job?
so maybe.
he's not using it in 'a paid position of regular employment'-term.
or even 'task or piece of work, especially one that is paid'-term.
ps: i'm still scrolling down my cell for finding any other Job's meaning from an online dictionary...and i couldn' t find any. blame my cell. yeah. someone definitely got to got me a new cell. just wishing.
so maybe.
he used it, in a 'responsibilty'-term.
like it or not, there. you have it. *grin*
so.
stop talking about your job as a "job"!
it's your responsibility, man! hit it with your mind, bite it with your words, and tickle it with your hands, and it's aaaall yours. to create whatever good things that it might came out with.
as s***ty as your job might be, you are not out there shooting 'things', it's just ordinary job, the one, that might become a light for others even if you can't see the lights.
now, say a prayer.. pray that what you do is only a way to serve yourself for the good, and that it can help you to help others.
amiin..
well,, let's eat all the cake!!!!!!!!!!! *9gag-mode
Sunday, February 5, 2012
#1 MoChyvational
Label:
Chyx Tape
just a couple songs i tried to mixed up. eventhough it consists mostly of Real Steel Soundtrack, Eminem, and Asian KungFu Generation's song. don't blame me, it's just my taste. :p
i named this project MoChyvational. yeah, you can blame Barney Stinson for that one. :D
well, just try'em. it might work out. or not. or work out. yea why not?
Chyx Tape #1 Mochyvational
1. World World World (Asian KungFu Generation)
2. Till i collapse (Eminem feat Nate Dogg)
3. Give it a Go (Timbaland feat Veronica Gardner)
4. Not Afraid (Eminem)
5. Tabidatsu Kimi E (Asian KungFu Generation) - To The Departed, To You
6. Solanin (Asian KungFu Generation)
7. Kimi no Machi Made (Asian KungFu Generation) - To Your Town
8. LIghters (Eminem Feat Bruno Mars & Royce Da 5'9")
'Cause sometimes you just feel tired,
Feel weak, and when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength
And just pull that s*** out of you and get that motivation to not give up
And not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.
No matter what you tell me, I will never give up
There's no excuse for failing, so don't hold your breath for love
I will never let you come and steal my joy
Just give up stop trying, I'm no concern of yours
When I say I'ma do somethin I do it,
I don't give a damn what you think,
I'm doin this for me, so f*** the world
Feed it beans, it's gassed up, if it thinks it's stoppin me
I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearin down your balcony
Higashi no sora ga hikaru
Kizu wa hiraita mama da
Sore demo boku wa yukou
Nani ga machi dare to deau darou
HAROO
(The eastern skies glow, The wound is still open
But I will still go forth
What awaits me? Who will I meet?
Hello)
sayonara, sore mo ii sa
doko ka de genki de yare yo
sayonara, boku mo doo ni ka yaru sa
sayonara, sou suru yo
(Goodbye, that's enough
You can cope anywhere
Goodbye, I'll manage somehow without you
Goodbye, that's what I'll do)
Tonari ni iru saenai kimi mo itsu ka wa
Dare ka wo sukuu ashita no hane ni naru ka na
Kagayaku mukou no saki made wa tobenai kedo
Habataite iru aida wa kienai kara
(You, though talentless next to anyone
Always aid them in becoming the wings for tomorrow
Though I can't fly beyond the shining other side
I'll flap my wings before it disappears)
You and I know what it's like to be kicked down
Forced to fight
But tonight we're alright
So hold up your lights Let it shine
Cause this one's for you and me, living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
Lift my arms out wide
I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters
and in the end.. had a dream i was king, i woke up, still king. :D
now, you're ready to fight the world!!!!!! Yeaaah!
i named this project MoChyvational. yeah, you can blame Barney Stinson for that one. :D
well, just try'em. it might work out. or not. or work out. yea why not?
Chyx Tape #1 Mochyvational
1. World World World (Asian KungFu Generation)
2. Till i collapse (Eminem feat Nate Dogg)
3. Give it a Go (Timbaland feat Veronica Gardner)
4. Not Afraid (Eminem)
5. Tabidatsu Kimi E (Asian KungFu Generation) - To The Departed, To You
6. Solanin (Asian KungFu Generation)
7. Kimi no Machi Made (Asian KungFu Generation) - To Your Town
8. LIghters (Eminem Feat Bruno Mars & Royce Da 5'9")
'Cause sometimes you just feel tired,
Feel weak, and when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength
And just pull that s*** out of you and get that motivation to not give up
And not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.
No matter what you tell me, I will never give up
There's no excuse for failing, so don't hold your breath for love
I will never let you come and steal my joy
Just give up stop trying, I'm no concern of yours
When I say I'ma do somethin I do it,
I don't give a damn what you think,
I'm doin this for me, so f*** the world
Feed it beans, it's gassed up, if it thinks it's stoppin me
I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearin down your balcony
Higashi no sora ga hikaru
Kizu wa hiraita mama da
Sore demo boku wa yukou
Nani ga machi dare to deau darou
HAROO
(The eastern skies glow, The wound is still open
But I will still go forth
What awaits me? Who will I meet?
Hello)
sayonara, sore mo ii sa
doko ka de genki de yare yo
sayonara, boku mo doo ni ka yaru sa
sayonara, sou suru yo
(Goodbye, that's enough
You can cope anywhere
Goodbye, I'll manage somehow without you
Goodbye, that's what I'll do)
Tonari ni iru saenai kimi mo itsu ka wa
Dare ka wo sukuu ashita no hane ni naru ka na
Kagayaku mukou no saki made wa tobenai kedo
Habataite iru aida wa kienai kara
(You, though talentless next to anyone
Always aid them in becoming the wings for tomorrow
Though I can't fly beyond the shining other side
I'll flap my wings before it disappears)
You and I know what it's like to be kicked down
Forced to fight
But tonight we're alright
So hold up your lights Let it shine
Cause this one's for you and me, living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
Lift my arms out wide
I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters
and in the end.. had a dream i was king, i woke up, still king. :D
now, you're ready to fight the world!!!!!! Yeaaah!
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