i'm okay.

Sometimes, when people ask you how you're doing,
It might be a big hassle to say you're not okay.
Because then you would have to explain why, when even explaining might become a downbooster mood itself.
So it's easier to say that everything's an OK.
But maybe the person who asks you ask not just for a small talk, but they just wanted to understand you much better.
That they believe the world is as simple as asking and answering question.

But i guess the world is not that simple.
And i need to understand you much better.
I want to understand you much better.
Guess i'm a selfish arrogant egosentric person afterall.
And i need to learn how the world works. Or i might lose you.