Nananananana

Nyahahha.
So what happen today?
Nyahahaha. a lot.

so today there's quite a load of work, but hey, i'm getting paid to do it, so i just have to do it.
just take a lil fun, enjoy every bit of it, because i really am grateful for what i have now.
and of course i have Suba in my arms. :)
and then there's also some things that bothering me, tiring, but i just have no energy left to explain.
so rather then give myself up to anger, which consume more energy, why can't i save what little left of it for the hours left of today?
it doesn't mean i don't care, well i do care. a lot. i just felt tired. and i thought it would be worse if i give in to anger. so, take a deep breath, and waratte. :D
after all everything better be solved in a clear mind. darou?

so i got free lunch, free dinner, a couple of free snack for the whole work hour, and i got free ride half way home.
and when i walk for the other half way, i got people that i can follow to cross the road, the traffic is low- well considering it's already past 9pm, so i guess it's normal, but well.. it's something to be grateful for. at least i don't have to wait for the traffic to stop, well, hey! i'm breathing! that. that itself is what i really have to be grateful for.
as long as we're breathing, there's a lot of good things we can do, there's a lot of good things that can happen to us, and of course there's plenty of chance to..introspect, to change our self - in a good way of course.
don't let small things ruin your day, don't let negative feelings clouding your judgement, thus prevent you to see all those good things around you. seriously, maan.. life is beautiful. :D

have you heard or seen the quote, "life is better when you didn't care?"
well.... i hate that quote. kirai. DAIkirai.
so,.. what? you have to be ignorant to be happy? seriously?

no. you have to care. you have important things around you. taisetsuna mono. taisetsuna hito.
things that you have to care for.
and caring for those things means happiness itself.
but note that what i'm referring to is "important things". when you care SO MUCH for trivial things like heights, pimples... it's gonna eat youu aliivveee *read it limpbizkit style, lol
people can say everything about you. your heights. your pimples.
if you care a lot, it's gonna break your self esteem. but, let's see on the other side. maybe it's a chance for improvement? well, i can't do anything about heights now, so i just love the mini me, and make a simple joke out of it.
and about pimples, yeah, that's one thing that i have to do something about. if i chose to just don't care, well, how great it would be? i might be the happiest person on earth. but then, it's just the same as weights. no good comes from obesity - medically speaking. so. what good comes from having pimples? aha! buying my sister's product! haha. i guess i can make my other family members happy.
Bismillah, hope it works.
so, am i still happy by caring? yep i guess i am. :) well i try to. no. i'm happy. rr... >_<

come to think of it, i once wrote about mood. mood is a state of mind. and who control the mind? well, us, of course. ourselves.
so i guess.. i am happy. :)

care means giving ourselves a chance to get hurt. but just by then we'll appreciate it more. we'll learn how precious it is.
but just keep it to the VIP level. you have to care ONLY to Very Important Person. Very Important Problem. don't care for Very Small Problem or Very Unimportant Person. Mottainai.

so, as i stroll freely down the path from work to my home sweet room,,
and maybe when you just need to sit down and take a deep breath, these songs might lighten you up.

Nakanaide soko ni wa hora, anata wo tsutsumu taisetsuna hito 

(Don't cry, look right over there, You're surrounded by people who are precious to you)

kono sora no shita.. onaji hoshi miagete, nayamu bokura wa
yume wo nigitta mama..  nakiwarai sasae ai shinjiteku

(Underneath that sky, looking up at the same stars, we worried,
While grabbing hold of that dream, we smiled as we cried and believed we'd support each other)

Hey, Hey Boy! Hey, Hey Girl! Mondainai, Life is beautiful..

Hey, Hey Boy! Hey, Hey Girl! Shinpainai, Life is wonderful..

Sou sa, EVERYBODY, waratte mimasen ka chotto

SAD nomihose, tsumannai kotoba wa iranai 

(And hey, Everybody why not laugh!

Drink up "sad", we don't need boring words)

Sou sa TAKE IT EASY kudaranai hanashi demo douzo

(And hey, Take it easy, even if you interest in silly story)

SAD nomihose tsumannai kotoba wasure

(Drink up "sad", forget about boring words)

Chyx Tape #6 - Chyrr Up!

1. Taisetsu na Mono - Road of Major
2. Come in Summer - Spyair
3. EZ going - Spyair

Let's be happy by caring!!!
Be grateful!!
Alhamdulillah!!!!

Oyasumi! :D