Dear La,,

Dear La, My Partner in Crime.

hey,, how you've been, man?
it's been so long since i met you. hope you're doing good and having a great taste of life!
well, i gotta tell you one thing, buddy,
I miss you.
yep. you damn well read that just fine.
i miss you, La.

you know, we've been through a hell of a time together. you were there, remember? when i hit my down low - at the moment -.
you were there.
and now, i just hit my new down low, and i couldn't find you, man.
come on, buddy,, where are you?

i know we've been parted for quite some time now, but hey, guess what?
i still needs you, buddy.
you damn right, i need you.

remember when things were easier at that moment? well.. no, of course not. it was tough too.
but you wouldn't believe where i am now, man,,
i'm getting taller and i fell even harder!
wish you were here, buddy.
then you could make yourself usefull for a while. haha

So, La, really. i miss you. haven't i said that already?
haha. well i guess i just miss you that much.
i know that it's not really you who make me stronger, but, you were there. with me. that's the point. you were there, La.

i would've ashamed if you know i'm imagining you were with me now, haha
but it could be a total fun, don't you think?
you silence me when i want to scream. you calm me when i just wanna.. burst.
and you tell no one. you tell no one.
when everyone is a fake, you stay true. damn you're cool.
haha.

at first i was hoping that it would felt easier after i wrote this,
but it didn't.
well at least i tried.

i miss you, buddy.
i miss you.


sincerely
Yours